LET ME GO
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Dear Reader,
I loved him. I was in love with him. To him he was nothing. To him he was a waste of space. To him he wasn't needed. But to me? To me he was everything. He was my rock. To me he was my savior. To me was my one, and only true love. But then he was gone. He didn't think of me. At least thats what I've decided. Who would kill themselves when they are loved so dearly? I loved him more than he would ever possibly know. And now? And now he's gone. He didn't think about me. I am lonely, I am nothing. Without him I am lost, stuck spinning in an oblivion, filled with the worst thoughts of my mind, filled with the absence of him. Without him I am a mess. It has been three days now, and I know that its okay to be sad. Its okay to cry. But it isn't okay to be lost. To lose all happiness and joy. It isn't okay, to lose him that is.
19 year old Everest Hill has lived next door to the boy of her dreams since she was three years old. Thomas Hunter was the center of her world, she orbited him like he was the sun, the brightest thing in her world. Until he killed himself and left a letter addressed to Everest labeled, Open When: You are ready to know the truth.
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