Guilt

I'm not going to say I didn't mean to do it! I actually didn't mean to do it, but what's the point, aren't we all sick of people who can't take responsibility for their own actions?

Okay it was an accident, but I was so reckless, I was so stupid, I deserve to be punished, and that's going to be the only way I might move on, the only thing that might remove the crushing guilt I feel.