I decided to publish some of my poems I have written over the years. Yes, some are extremely awful and some are rather sad. Some of them are lyrical remixes that I used when I couldn't find my own words for how I felt. I will like to put this disclaimer though, I am not suicidal, I have been through a lot in my life and these reveal a huge part of me that I have hidden from everyone. Please, if you are going to comment, comment on the structure and the content not on my life. You didn't live it and I pray that you have never had to experience what I have... Please do enjoy!