Will I ever love again
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Am a player or a slut if you wanna call me that I don't care honestly.Not everything will turn out the way I want it to which is being a player and has he come back to my life or am I falling in love once again with a guy. That I don't want to fall in love with because I wanna be a player and not fall in love because of how it turned out with him in the first place and not the him but the him that made fall in love with in,in the first place.It's not the guy that made me love but it's the other in my new school.
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I'm 16 years old and I live in an apartment because my parents weren't part of my life when I was 14 so I was with my new foster parents at the time then they told me when I turned 16
Note: I wrote this when I was 12 and I sucked at writing. I wrote this pretty quickly because I got tired of it right after 9 chapters. Excuse my grammar mistakes.
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