The Undetailed Pain
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Complete Fri, Mar 18, 201611m
This is a true short story of an essay I wrote about myself in elementary and middle school. It was meant to tell of my inspiration in life and how, but how do you tell a stranger something you've never told anyone else before like it was a casual event? It's a bit sad but life has looked up from there, a few details are old but all content is still a nightmare to me, all those years.... I just hope everyone can get past this like I have. I am no longer free to linger in pain and humiliation, I am an inspiration to myself and maybe you one day. One piece of advice for the future... stop giving a fuck.
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