Did You Forget? (A one direction fan fiction)

"NO!" i yell. but it's too late. my mother already ruined the piano.
she dropped it from the second floor.
why? why does she do this to me?
what did i?
'You did nothing Cat' my mind tells me.
then if i did nothing why does she do this?
why does she abuse me?
why does she ruin my life?
what did i do?
'noting. Cat you did nothing' again my mind tells me.
i never cry, nor break, this is not me.
i start humming a lullaby, my father used to sing..
Hush, little baby, don't say a word,
Mama's going to buy you a mockingbird.

If that mockingbird won't sing,
Mama's going to buy you a diamond ring.

If that diamond ring turns to brass,
Mama's going to buy you a looking glass.

If that looking glass gets broke,
Mama's going to buy you a billy goat.

If that billy goat won't pull,
Mama's going to buy you a cart and bull.

If that cart and bull turn over,
Mama's going to buy you a dog named Rover.

If that dog named Rover won't bark,
Mama's going to buy you a horse and cart.

If that horse and cart fall dow-
i hear my mother yell
"Cat! Do not sing!"
i stop.
at school i am not this.. i am sassy Cat. the sassy girl that doesn't care what anyone thinks. Jade doesn't know. but there are a lot of things she doesn't know.
to the i am the sassy girl. the strong. the amazing (not that i am that good) piano player.
to myself. to Cat Valentine, i am the girl who has a past. a past that ruined me. a present that ruins me. and a future. an unknown future.

all tights are reserved to me.
i do not own one direction, but i do own the character .
i don't own their names, but i own their personality, and thoughts.
i do not own their looks (as in the famous person, i made them look like)...