Depression, suicidal, anorexia, bulimia, now schizophrenia. I didn't ask for the depression. It just started in 7th grade. The suicidal feelings came with the depression. Hand in hand they go. The anorexia I gave myself. I forced myself to become it until I was it. My gym teacher called me fat. Bulimia came after the anorexia began to backfire. I was binge eating (my body was starved and wanted everything and anything I could get.) I began to purge. The schizophrenia... I don't know when it came.