You colored me blue

Hi! Im 13 about to be 14 and at the time of this "love" i was 12. This story is true. All of this has happened to me, with a certain boy. His name is Jacob. Im gonna make it to where its me telling the story. Kind of like a journal thing. Beacuase im the one who knows it best. I'm honestly just doing this because I need to let it all out. I'm stuck on him and maybe people will read it and help me out a bit so don't hate me or my little story/life events.
So i hope that you like it:)