I never thought in a million years my life would become such a mess, the life that I once valued so much. I guess there were signs and people didn’t read them right, but I had learned to shut my emotions off, to keep it all inside so I would never be hurt. But I guess that plan sucked. That’s why you're reading this right now. Because I actually got the guts to do it. I just want you to know that I didn’t want this to happen. Ever. And I love you more than I care to admit, you need to realize that ok? Just realize that I love you and I want you to be happy. More happy than I could ever feel. I love you. Don’t you forget it.All Rights Reserved