fading scars

Prologue
‘’ I’m Lynn, I’m a fifteen year old teenager, I love music, I love internet , I love food just like every teenager does, I never really knew how it is to party because I don’t really have friends, I’ve been in the orphanage since I was 4, and had kind of homeschooling. I was placed here because my mom died when I was two. My father couldn’t really cope with that so got an alcoholic. My brother ran away from house I still don’t know where he was. After that my mom died I was abused by my dad for two years he hit me daily, I didn’t get any attention. I was brought into this place but it didn’t get any better here. I’ve been to school until was 13 then I got Home schooled, because I was bullied. In the orphanage I was also hit and raped by the two ‘ leaders’ here they traded me like their slave. I had a little dark room at the back of the house, and an old IPod with some music. Well that’s my life it’s shitty and because of this all I got social anxiety especially for men I’m always afraid people want to abuse me, I’ve got scars, battle wounds It is just all too much sometimes, and that’s the only way I can manage the pain. But one day I heard Steve ( the leader) calling my name I had to come downstairs when I walked off the stars I saw five boys did they want to adopt me? Or did they just want to abuse me? Or maybe they will help me I don’t know. We will see.