His Light/phanfic
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"I love you. I love your honey-brown eyes, your laugh, your insecurities, your hard exterior, the way you bite your lip, or tease me, calling me innocent when you know what we do it not innocent.
I love all of you, from your innuendos to every last smile.
But I wish you had told me how your light was dying, so I could help fix it."
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