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I-can't-breathe..

I-can't-breathe..

I-can't breathe..


The words kept on ringing on my mind, but my body seems not responding. 
I just watched how the lights so slowly gone that it was taken away from me, And I was getting heavier and heavier.

It feels like flying down..

Everything that resounds in my head all just gone so magically that I couldn't even remember anything.
It drag me down, so low that i don't even know where
It's coolness against my skin feels so tired
And my heart beats so fast.

I closed my eyes and all the fears washed out.. I just let them pushed me down, drag me so slowly and fled me so far away from the lights.

Deep inside me I know I wouldn't see that light again but its too late now 
For a second I felt being free.

Free from the selfish world I have been, Free from the heartless people and free from the heartaches that they give me.

Even in here I still feel the tears in my eyes and its choking me more and more every time but the feeling just seem so right.

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