Anxiety// Phan {Discontinued}
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Dan Howell has loads of friends, good grades, a nice family. He hasn't really had an eventful life, until, of course, he meets Phil Lester, a broken boy who needs comfort. Well, what happens when the two fall in love and Dan learns Phil's past?
{TW// Suicidal thoughts, self-harm, strong language, and sexual content, pls be safe loves <3}
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I do not own Dan, Phil, or any of the characters. this is strictly fanfiction
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