Feeling(Anime love story)
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MatureOngoing8m
Last published Thu, Jul 4, 2013
That feeling, when your holding back tears, and your heart feels like its being squeezed to death. The feeling when you want to go somewhere far far away from your problems and never go back to them. Or when you just want.. to simply die. Its the feeling I never ever wanted to feel. It made me feel.. horrible. unwanted by many. disgusted. I could only escape these feelings by watching stuff. I would become a hero, and go in many different worlds. But its only a show anyways.. right? Its my wanting, to escape Reality~
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