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Madness

CynthiaCarnifex

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Parts 22
Time 49m

Reads 1,839
Votes 54
Parts 22
Time 49m

CynthiaCarnifex

boyxboy mental realistic

I couldn't feel my body; I knew they had sedated me. I gave a cocky grin and said,
“You can't always have me run away from monster I am…”
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Cupid's Wrong |Cupid Series | Book 1

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