12th and last || a.i
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Amber was a sixteen year old girl who loved the thought of ending her own life.
She has tried 12 times now and each one has been unsuccessful but as she moves on in the caring arms of famous Ashton Irwin she wonders 'is 12 my last?'
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Major trigger warnings 24/7!!!!! Seriously do not read this if: suicide, cutting, depression, and thoughts of suicide
Also be aware of cussing
Good luck and you might need some tissues
Cover by: @namelessfrankie_
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