What happens if Carlisle really died in Breaking Dawn? And Jasper.. Alice left the Cullen family, to go on her own for awhile - but never returned. 20 years has passed, Esme decided to start teaching - though the grief and bitterness still there, forever present. A guy, named Deeks interests her - but Carlisle holds her back. Does Esme go for it? Multi-Chaptered. First chapter, introduces them to their new town of New Hampshire, Vermont. And Esme still dealing with Carlisle being gone. --- Will be creating a similar story if Carlisle lost Esme, but his will be different. His will be from the get go of her death and returning to work. ---