Once in forever: gone forever

There she was standing in bright light, to pull me out of my dark world and take me to the world of her own which was full of light. There she was standing and waiting for me, so that she could pull all my demons out and pack them up in the deepest corner of my mind where no one can go not even me. She was the only one who saw the light in me and the angels hidden behind the crowd of demons. She made me a better person. Before her I was just a piece of trash and here I am, standing in my dark world again with no light inside, the Angels are still there but in the darkest corner of my mind and here I am again just a piece of trash, cause she was the only one who saw the light in me but I have lost her now, this is me after her cause she's gone now, gone forever..................she has left me on my own, alone. But the time I spent with her was the most beautiful time of my life.............