11 parts Complete MatureAll Time Low fanfiction, therefore, only the story is mine and the characters within it are not. All used images and lyrics belong to their respectable owners/artists.
Pairing: Jalex
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Swearing, drinking, self-hate, abuse, sad themes, forced sexual activities, and consensual sexual activities.
It's hard watching a man you barely know constantly getting rejected.
It's harder when he's now your best friend and you watch this each weekend.
It's hardest when you balance between loving him and hating yourself while watching.
And. it. all. sucks.