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On The Run [phan]
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Complete, First published Mar 21, 2016
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He darkened his hair with the gloves that came with the kit.  Running his destructive fingers over his head.

How could he be so reckless?

Shaking his head as if for a split second he thought that would rid the terrifying thoughts that swam through it. 

Maybe the dye will kill his thoughts?

If only it were that easy.



Defeated Phil Lester runs from his past life hoping to find a peaceful new beginning.  He is greeted by a quaint coffee shop nestled in the middle of a quiet town constantly plagued by rain.  
Soon he sets his eye on Dan Howell a young boy with an appetite for poetry and a hand for art.  The fire in his eyes is unmistakable and Phil just hopes his blue sea will not drown the flames.
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