Avoidant Personality Disorder
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Last published Sat, Mar 26, 2016
"I love you Adi." He loves me? Should I believe him? Is that true? Of course not! He's lying Adi, Don't believe that guy! Lolokohin ka lang din nyan! I want to say something but I can't utter even a single word. All I can say is "OKAY." I started to walk away and he keeps on calling my name. That's right Adi, wag mo syang lingunin. Tama ba ang ginawa ko? TAMA YAN ADI PARA DI KA MASAKTAN!
Handa kana bang magmahal ulit?
Handa kana bang masaktan at lumuha ulit?
Im wounded inside and out.
~
Handa akong mahalin sya.
Handa akong patunayan sakanya na mahal ko sya.
Im going to heal her broken heart kahit anong mangyare.
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"Bakit nga ba minsan na me-mental block ang isang manunulat?" Tanong ko sakanya out of nowhere. Napatigil sya at tumingin sakin saglit bago pinag patuloy nya muli ang pag lalakad. "Depende siguro sa manunulat" panimula nyang sagot. "Its either wala talaga syang maisip na isulat at sabihin or baka dahil sa sobrang dami nyang gustong sabihin hindi nya alam kung paano ito isusulat sa paraang maiintidihan ng mambabasa yung nais nyang iparating.." "Naiintindihan mo ba?" Tanong nya sakin at bahagya ulit sumulyap sa pwesto ko. "*chuckles* oo naman" sagot ko sakanya at inunahan syang mag lakad ngunit huminto din pag karaan. "Alam mo? Siguro tama ka. Sa sobrang dami ko ngang gustong sabihin sayo, hindi ko na alam kung saan at paano ako mag sisimula. Ni hindi ko nga alam kung bakit gusto ko yon sabihin sayo? Wala naman akong maisip na rason kung bakit kailangan mo pang malaman. Tsaka, pakiramdam ko napaka nonsense naman ng mga dapat na sasabihin ko" "Kahit hindi mo alam yung dahilan kung bakit-kahit wala kang maisip na rason, Kahit nonsense pa yan sabihin mo pa din... Makikinig ako" Aniya. Napatingin ako sa gawi nya dahilan para makita ko kung pano nya sinuklay gamit ng kamay nya ang buhok nya palikod pag katapos ay tumingala para makita ang mga bituing nag kalat sa langit. "Pero hindi ko nga alam kung saan ako mag sisimula." Bulong na sabi ko, sapat na marinig at ikalingon nya sa gawi ko. "Edi simulan mo sa umpisa" nakangiti nyang sabi. "Umpisahan mo kung san tayo unang nagkakilala"
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