The End!.

Contemplating death now,
The everlasting sleep,
Freedom from this torment,
From all that makes us weep.

The heartache and the headache,
Pressures of daily life,
The turmoil and the trivia,
The burden of all my strife.

Struggling with the courage,
Of how to go about?,
Of how to end my life once precious,
But must end now no doubt!.

For my life has given with one hand,
But with two has taken back,
Can't continue living like that,
Under a constant attack.

Sick of the constant battle,
Happiness slipping away,
With only the odd fleeting moment,
Enticing me to stay.

No!,it must all end and end now!,
Enough surely is enough!
Selfish many might say,
Perhaps said by those not had it so tough?.

Maybe I should consider others?,
Maybe their pain would out way my need,
My need to be freed from my struggle,
My need perhaps is actually greed?.

Greedy for everyone's attention,
Feeling loved wanted and admired,
We could go round and round in circles!,
Of that now i am tired!.

No!,my mind is made up now for sure,
I've considered all other solution,
Death is the only cure,
My end is my only conclusion.

R.Williams