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I want to be ready for college, but I'll be leaving everything behind. I don't want to forget my mom, my friends, or the memories made. Then again, I want to move on, run away from the heart break following me. I want to be free, I need to be free. For everything that I know, college could be a restart for highschool. A time where I don't make mistakes or where bad things don't happen, but I know they will. Though focusing on the negative won't lead me anywhere. Sadly though, that's all I ever learned to focus on. Learning things about my family that disgust me, learning about family members I didn't even know existed. It's all new, like morphing into a new body, you have to learn how to control.
Sadly I don't know how to control myself, I can't control my emotions.
I want to be ready for college, I am. I'll be leaving everything behind, but I need to escape the pain.
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Disclaimer - Read my first book 'Reality Hits Hard' to understand this book before reading it.
This book is also very childish looking back at it, but I hope you guys enjoy it!
