I Am A Paradox
AngelSapuan
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  • Reads 705
  • Votes 30
  • Parts 28
  • Time 2h 7m
AngelSapuan
Ongoing, First published Mar 22, 2016
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I Am A Paradox. I need to protect the person I've always wanted to kill. I need to kill the person who has been capable of making me feel alive.
And now, I am starting a war to grasp peace.

Deep in a vault, beneath the Hall of Legends is a tale of hate and love, fire and ice. Daughter of the loveliest fairy who was once fooled by love, Kayna Katherine seemed to be contented with her life. Until one day, she was asked to execute someone who hated her father as much as she did. Torn between the allegiance to her duty and the opportunity to defeat her father, will she take the job? What if the only way to her sister is by killing their father? What if the man she's asked to execute is the only man who has been capable of shaking the walls built around her heart?

Will love find its way to help her? 
Or will love find its way to hinder her?
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Her Ice

31 parts Complete Mature

Where ice magic is the way of life for the people of Glacies, there is no wonder why the ice princess, Elisheva Lutz, is beloved by all. But after her sister, Greta, shows the dark magic that hasn't been used for centuries and kills their parents, the world of Glacies goes into chaos. Greta kicks Elisheva out of Adamantes, the capital, and into exile. Elisheva ends up running from her sister and trying to stay alive until she meets a man with a secret of his own. Will Elisheva make it back to Adamantes alive and take her rightful throne back? Or will this man's secret get her killed first? --------------------------------- Cover by me

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