A Confession
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Last published Mon, Aug 14, 2017
Kayla isn't your ordinary girl, goes through self harm, bipolar and lives next door to her YouTube idols; Dan Howell and Phil Lester. You'd think she'd be the happiest girl in the world, except that Dan and Phil don't notice her... Although she's seen them at so many VidCons and YouTube conventions they never seem to notice her. Even though she's a YouTuber who has made collabs with their friends... She has to own up to them soon.
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