Darkness[Uncomplete][Old]
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  • Reads 226
  • Votes 15
  • Parts 10
  • Time 47m
Complete, First published Mar 24, 2016
Sadly, I've lost interest in finishing this book and it's been months since I've left it hanging. So, I'm just gonna leave it incomplete. I'll mark it has done, even though it isn't. 

The story of a girl with No emotion. No feelings. No care. No creativity. No positivity or negativity. No inspiration. No... nothing. She feels dead inside, yet she is still living. She doesn't talk to anyone. All she does is draw, yet she has no talents. The only thing that keeps her living. Are her two only friends that are left. A girl who wants to care, the only emotion she as is sad, but that is hidden deep inside. She wants to feel what others feel. But she can't. Join Willow a 13 Yrs old who tries to escape the darkness.
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