Life Is Surely Killing Me
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Last published Sun, Jun 12, 2016
Genre: Realistic Fiction
After her mother, Jane dies of supposedly suicide, Hope is left with her father, Daniel, her older brother, Austin, and her younger sister, Justice. Hope's life is a living Hell. She is being bullied at school, her father is drinking, and her brother is doing drugs. It seems like there is no hope left for this family, and all Hope wants is to change that. But what can Hope do? More importantly, what WILL Hope do?
*This story will be told in Hope's P.O.V*
(This is my first book)
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