Letters to Him
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Ongoing
Last published Sat, Apr 2, 2016
Regrets. What ifs.
We could have been this. We might have been this. We should have been this.
Shit. Lagi na lang ganito. Lagi na lang ako ganito.
I've been looking for ways on how to get over this mess. I just don't know how. Hindi ko talaga alam. Pilit kong tinatakasan, pero pilit din akong binabalikan. Paikot-ikot lang.
But this time, I'll face it. Kailangan ko na. Kailangan ko na itong gawin para sa sarili ko. Kailangan ko na para mabuhay ulit ako.
Haharapin ko na sa pamamagitan nito.
I'll face it by making these letters to him.
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