People only have one part of them that makes them; they only have on true personality, right?
Wrong.
Inside everyone are different parts of them, different personalities. This is a story about Dayzh, a personality mediator inside of a girl named Deizha and how she and the nine other personalities work together to help their 'person' work and function in the real world.
Her life isn’t normal, and doesn’t work out the way most lives do. Most people don’t understand her and her life. Why specific things they say hurt her and makes her feel small. Why specific things they think are so wrong. Why she loves her boyfriend more then anything. Most people don’t get that at all. Because they don’t see what she is. Because they aren’t inside of her head, the way Dayzh, Danica, X, Lillian, Jane, Julia, Mamma Dee, Marina, Karmah, and 'Sis see.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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