Gaurence (discontinued)
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Last published Fri, Nov 3, 2017
this book is based off a thought i once had about suicide , if you wait six months you ask yourself everyday if this is what you want to do , then after five months you test your friendships .
warning : this book has cutting and self harm , enjoy .
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