Forsaken
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Last published Sun, Apr 3, 2016
"Don't act like you know how I feel!!" My mother screams
They were fighting again. Only God knows why my parents can't stop verbally fighting with each other. I look at the time on my watch and figure that it would be fine if I left for school early. It's not like my parents would notice my absence anyway. I'm invisible to them.
I role my sleeves down over my fresh cuts and leave the house.
It's not a very long walk from my house to the school. I still take my time to get there because of the other girls at school. To most of the people at school I'm invisible to them too. I don't mind so much when it's the kids at school.
I've tried to get their attention by acting out, I used to come home drunk or stoned every once and a while just to get there attention. It didn't work, they took one look at me and went back to arguing over the same thing that they fighting about before I came in.
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