Gone Forever

What exactly defines a good girl? Proper clothes, proactive over provocative, the right attitude, a rule maker and taker, obedient child, good student, nice, sweet and smart?

Could you be all those things and be a bad girl at the same time? Most would say no, hell, I'd say no too if you had asked me before. But, what I've seen now has changed my mind so completely that I couldn't be able to differentiate up from down, left from right anymore. Who's to say it's not all the same, or even the complete opposite of what it's actually deemed as?

Who knows what really goes on inside a bad girl's head - she's can't always be thinking of rebelling against everyone and everything, can't always be imaging different scenarios of destruction and mayhem. Maybe inside, there's a little good girl trying to figure out how to get out.

Maybe the case is the same for the good girl, but with the opposite.

No one knows what's going on in the inside of someone's head, I sure didn't know what was going on inside hers, or in her house behind those closed doors. Maybe if I had spent my time trying to figure it out and help her, instead of just trying to get inside her body, I'd have known before it was too late.

Maybe I would've been able to keep the bad from escaping from the good girl and overtaking both of us completely.