I'm not fine at all
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Luke hemmings. All he wanted was to be perfect. So he decided to go on a little diet. No harm right? Wrong. His 'little diet' just wasn't enough so he decided to starve.. Only for a few days. nothing can go wrong he thought.. He thought wrong. Starving only made him binge which lead to purging...
Luke hemmings. He thought he deserved a punishment. So he took the razor to his skin.. That lead to scars.. all sort of scars big, small, deep, faded, white, red, new scars covering his pale skin.
In his eyes he had no problem he was 'fine'
You see he thought he had control of these little addiction.. well until he lost control.
A addiction turned into a nightmare.
This is a different sort of love story not the smutty love but a way more stronger love a best friend love, a brother love which in my eyes is way more important
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