The Battle Within (Discontinued)
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"And though I wished I could believe him, I knew I was fat. Because from the moment my mother had started drinking I had a feeling that it was because of me, because I wasn't like the perfect skinny girls you saw on TV." In this Journal Style writing you get to hear the thoughts, emotions, and events in the life of Maxx Heart. Maxx is a young high school student that has decided to share her story, and some events of her recent high school life.
Read about her struggles with cutting, anorexia and abuse. You won't be dissapointed.
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