Dear diary 6-05-1878 I don't think you are about to safe me I am in this mess for far to long... I am sorry.... God pleas forgive me for what I am about to do.... Sorry god but if you dont want to safe me I will... I know you will send me to hell I knew that I always did. You knew I would never do good in the world. You knew I should die. But I am a survivor... I am not about to die... Not when I am just 11 years old. Pleas forgive me god... Emily Carter "This was her last note nobody found the rest, Miss Carter" My teacher looks at me.... why do I have the same surname as this girl... well there are a lot of people with a surname as Carter it is nothing...