What I Think I Want.
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Ongoing5m
Last published Sat, Dec 10, 2016
It'd be nice to talk to someone about the things I want to talk about,but since that's not happening for a long time why not voice it out here?
This story/book/blog is about me trying to figure out a way to survive this journey called LIFE.
Do we need a companion? Do we need to establish ourselves? Do we need to compare our lives with the sparkly lives of others? Do we need to stay in a fixed radius for our entire life? Do we need to get out and explore the world.
It's basically me trying to talk myself into being a strong,confident woman.But also hoping that I'd find someone who comes back to me after me driving them crazy with my thoughts!
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