The suicidal boy I mean everything to.
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  • Time 4h 14m
Holly_edmonds
Complete, First published Mar 27, 2016
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Bennet is a shy boy who likes to keep to himself. Ellen is an outgoing girl who wants everyone to know her name. The two were strangers but they knew each other quite well. Only because Bennet used to be like Ellen, when his parents and only sibling died in a car accident he no longer spoke to anyone. Ellen and her two best friends Zack and Amber are the most popular and well known kids in the whole school. She's the golden girl all the guys (but Zack) want to be with. All the girls want to be noticed by her. And everyone just wants to fit in with her. 
Ellen sits next to Bennet in her English Literature class and diagonal to him in her art. They speak barley until Ellen and Bennet go on a weekend together which changes everything. It turns out Ellen is in for more than she asked for when Bennet turns out to be suicidal. 
When her Ex-boyfriend gets back in the picture and her 'just friend' isn't just a friend things get really complicated. Which will she choose, her ex? Her just friend? Or the suicidal boy? There are only so many ways this can end.
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