Dying to Live

"This was just supposed to be summer fun. That was what we agreed on." I tried to talk to him as he was vigorously shaking his head, tearing his gaze away from me. "You were never just a summer fun to me." He stared into my eyes and I felt exposed because I might have developed some feelings for him that I've never wanted to face. Heddy Lopez has just barely graduated and is trying to find the purpose of her life when her friends take her away for the summer before they go on separate ways. Little did she know that an old crush and complicated relationships would cross her way again making her last high school summer completely different than she'd expected it to be. Secrets, heartbreaks, and empty promises siege her over and over again. And they never seem to stop. But how much an already broken heart could take before fully giving up? Started: July (2022) - Finished: August 18 (2022) 123 000+ words

𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖞 𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖆 𝖌𝖎𝖗𝖑 𝖜𝖍𝖔 𝖎𝖘 𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋 𝖆𝖋𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖇𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖉𝖎𝖊𝖉 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖓𝖔 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖊𝖉 𝖔𝖓𝖈𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖔𝖕𝖚𝖑𝖆𝖗 𝖇𝖔𝖞 𝖜𝖍𝖔 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖙 𝖋𝖎𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖘𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖑𝖞 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖎𝖙𝖘 𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖊.... T̶W̶⁚̶D̶E̶P̶R̶E̶S̶S̶I̶O̶N̶,̶S̶U̶I̶C̶I̶D̶E̶,̶S̶C̶R̶E̶A̶M̶I̶N̶G̶,̶B̶A̶D̶ ̶W̶O̶R̶D̶S̶.̶.̶.̶

"I met Amara Rowe the week she started school here. She watched as an old friend stuffed her face with marshmallows. She left after looking lost, so I followed her. She was by a trash can looking... frustrated. She threw away a paper and I picked it out of the trash can after she left.... it was a list. Now it wasn't an ordinary list, no, it was a bucket list, with 10 things written on it. And at the top of the list was, make a friend. And the rest of the list looked... simple. She was simple. At the bottom of the list it said, die happy. And at the time I didn't understand, I didn't think much of it. I thought that maybe she was still adding to it and it wasn't in any specific order. But I wanted to help her do everything on that list. I couldn't help her if I wasn't her friend so that is what I did first." * Amara has a health issue that no other students know about. It's her secret and she will only talk about it if she believes you can handle it. Will her new friend, Clay, be able to handle her secret? Or will Amara have to handle his secret? Three secrets. Two teens. One truth.

"the first sign of love is hate"

Chapter One!

Sonic started to cough up petals. Turns out he got a disease called Hanahaki disease, which means a specific flower starts to grow in the patient's chest, slowly suffocating them. This is caused by the patient dealing with unrequited love, it happens rarely and only with true love.. Will he be able to find a solution before the time runs out or will he suffocate to death.. :;PLEASE READ:; I think my book is the only one that actually thinks deeply into the hanahaki disease. It's not just about dying 'cause of love. It's a brutal torture day by day. It intervenes into the patient's life, messing up their routines and themselves both physically and mentally, which is why it will deal with the topic depression. I hope my book will give this bad feeling through and making it able to understand the topic's darkside and how brutal hanahaki can really be. If you think about it, it's like being forced to drown from time to time. Boyxboy Cover is mine!! !!Might contain sensitive topics such as!!:. ●depression ●selfharm ----------------------- Also this is my first story, i'll try to update as fast as i can. Feel free to leave a comment to give ideas/inspiration and vote so i can see how many people is interested!

Your a fallen soldier angel your vaggies big sister

Kyle is drowning. Drowning in his thoughts. Drowning in his emotions. Drowning in the events that destroyed him. He's exhausted and wants to give up, but someone won't let him. Someone won't allow him to give up. Haze is determined to save Kyle. !!This is a side story to 'Save Me' I recommend you read that before reading this story!!