Cold Withered Rot
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Complete Mon, Mar 28, 2016<5 mins
It speaks of the feelings and what it's like to know God and be actively using drugs.
Addiction is a complex illness. In that all facets of a person's being are being effected, in the horrid cycle.
Mentaly, the dependance upon chemical comfort to stay shame and guilt that arise from addict behavior. Emotional compulsions and mental obsession.
Physicaly, the body begins to depend on a chemical. When absent the body craves and sends it's self into tremors, seizures an whole array of physical malfunction.i
Spiritualy, the chemical becomes a false god. Devoted we worship the faulty god, forcing the memory of joy in our lives to apeez the craving.
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