It speaks of the feelings and what it's like to know God and be actively using drugs.
Addiction is a complex illness. In that all facets of a person's being are being effected, in the horrid cycle.
Mentaly, the dependance upon chemical comfort to stay shame and guilt that arise from addict behavior. Emotional compulsions and mental obsession.
Physicaly, the body begins to depend on a chemical. When absent the body craves and sends it's self into tremors, seizures an whole array of physical malfunction.i
Spiritualy, the chemical becomes a false god. Devoted we worship the faulty god, forcing the memory of joy in our lives to apeez the craving.
32 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte Erwachseneninhalt
32 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
Book 2 in Stray Series.
I know I'm not worthy of a second chance. I've taken away so many others' second chances. I took their lives in my hands and each time chose mine over theirs.
It didn't matter who they were, if they had family, how old they were. I had a job to do.
If I heard even a whisper, it was over. I had to. I didn't want to, but I had to.
It didn't even matter in the end. She's gone now. I'm all alone.
Somehow, for some reason, a second chance was bestowed on me.
But I don't want it. I can't have it. And he knows it too.
-This story has depictions of violence, SA, depression, panic attacks, gore. Please read at your own discretion-
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