[Real Diary: No planned ending] Dear Bestie, You think everything is fine. You dont know I've already crossed the line. The line that separates me from you. The line that reminds me that we can only be friends and not more than that. I told myself not to fall for you because everything might change between us but then I failed. I wanted to tell you how much I love you everytime we talk, but then, I'm afraid that you dont feel the same because your heart is already taken by someone you really love. I'm just here waiting, pretending to be fine even though deep inside...I'm dying... I'll try to be happy for you. I'll try to smile whenever you are talking about her, because that is the only time I can see sparkles in your eyes. I'll try to be okay whenever I see you holding her hands. I'll try to be strong whenever I see you smiling because of her. I will do all these things because I want you to be happy always. And when the time comes that I wont see these things from you, remember that I'm still right here waiting for you ♥All Rights Reserved