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Scars

AlyssaNinaClevenger

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Reads 12
Votes 2
Parts 2
Time <5 mins

AlyssaNinaClevenger

Mature

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This abyss consumes me deeper each day. It's my business, not anyone else's on how i really feel inside. This mirage, this mask, that I wear everyday gives people the thought that they even have a glimpse of who I really am. Truth be told, they know nothing. DISCLAIMER: THIS STORY IS STRICTLY FICTIONAL, EVENTS IN THIS STORY HAVEN'T HAPPENED IN REAL LIFE.All Rights Reserved

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