Love.
Such a silly, simple word that holds so much emotion. Emotion that could either lift you up, or break you down. I've learned that you aren't a hundred percent in charge of who you fall in love with. You don't control when you get those agonizing butterflies, or deadly chills. You can't, in no way, control your heart. I learned that the hard way.
Love destroyed me, turned me into someone I never wanted to be. It morphed me into thinking what I was doing was okay. But I couldn't only blame a simple feeling, or emotion. He broke me. Made me believe he truly did love me, and boy was I wrong.
It was all a game to him, and I was his playing piece. I trusted him with my heart. Instead of protecting it, he smashed it. He stole my heart and shattered it to pieces, leaving me broken with no way of surviving.
Love might have destroyed me, but Justin killed me.
•COMPLETED•
You are about to step foot on a roller coaster ride that you might be on for a while. Throughout the ride you'll find yourself wanting to vomit, but you manage to hold it in. When you see everyone getting off, you realize that the ride is finally over and once your feet hit the ground, you feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. Then you look into the distance and feel so relieved because you see something not so horrific. The thing you see is what you've been waiting for ever since you got on that hell of a ride. It just might take you some time to actually get there considering there's a huge crowd in your way and it's hard to get through. Hopefully by the time you actually get there, it's what you thought it was going to be.
Justin's life is that roller coaster. He has gone through so much that he breaks down and loses himself.
Hopefully he can find his way back from the darkness and be met with light. Then once he's able to do that, let's pray that he can remain happy.
Hope you enjoy. (: