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Lennox house asylum| Riley Matthews [au]
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"What do want from me?!?" I shout to the creature I front of me.
"Your life my doll I want to ruin life!"
-warning this books contains self harm, anorexia, bullying, depression, anxiety, bulimia,etc-
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