moonlight. (Phan)
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Last published Wed, Jan 13, 2021
Phil is seventeen, he's popular at school but not in a bad way. He's popular for being nice to everyone. A very smiley teenager. But at home his life is a living hell.
Dan is sixteen, turning seventeen soon. He's known to pick fights. He hates everyone. He wishes he could just runaway from this town but he can't til he's out of his parents clutches.
TW: Self-harm, abuse, anorexia, suicide (attempts)
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