Ultraviolence.

Reads 45
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Parts 4
Time 13m

Reads 45
Votes 3
Parts 4
Time 13m

Mature

depression diary fiction firstperson love mature romance teen triggering

Some people decide to kill themselves because they've suffered great trauma, because they've suffered great loss, because they've suffered. 

I decided to kill myself because I realised I didn't want to live.

Not for any particular reason.

I just didn't want to live.

Life was wasted on me. And I know that when someone shares their suicide story with you you're expected to sympathise, but this isn't like that. I'm hard to sympathise with. I have everything. I grew up in a wealthy family, I go nice places, I have nice things. Don't get me wrong either, i'm so grateful for everything I have and what i've experienced in my life...

but you just have to know from the outset;

this story ends, like it begins.

With death.All Rights Reserved

depression diary fiction firstperson love mature romance teen triggering

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