Ultraviolence.

Some people decide to kill themselves because they've suffered great trauma, because they've suffered great loss, because they've suffered.

I decided to kill myself because I realised I didn't want to live.

Not for any particular reason.

I just didn't want to live.

Life was wasted on me. And I know that when someone shares their suicide story with you you're expected to sympathise, but this isn't like that. I'm hard to sympathise with. I have everything. I grew up in a wealthy family, I go nice places, I have nice things. Don't get me wrong either, i'm so grateful for everything I have and what i've experienced in my life...

but you just have to know from the outset;

this story ends, like it begins.

With death.