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Suicidal

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Reads 287
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Parts 5
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boyxboy cutting depression ditticus fictionaters sad

Love only comes with pain.
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~fictionater 2~
Comments are greatly appreciated
=TRIGGER WARNINGS=
(Your feels will most likely be attacked. Also if I miss any triggers please let me know!)
Severe Breakdowns
Swearing -every chapter
Cutting/Self-harm
Depression -most chapters 
Suicide/Suicidal thoughts.
Panic attacks
Self-hate
Parent acceptance problemsAll Rights Reserved

boyxboy cutting depression ditticus fictionaters sad

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