Please I Beg Of You
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MatureOngoing9m
Last published Sun, Nov 6, 2016
"Please, help me. " I cry, looking up to the stranger. "End it! Please! Kill me! I don't want to be here anymore!" I start to sob. Falling down on the pavement I beg over and over for him to kill me. He looks at me with worried, curious eyes. I sob loudly, wondering why he looks concerned, no one cares about me, I don't understand why he would. He doesn't even know me.
"Just do it!" I shriek.
"Why?" he questions.
"I'm just done!! Just do it! Please!" I beg. I fall into hysterics, wishing the pain would stop. The monsters in my head scream at me. I can't be here anymore.
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AUTHOR'S NOTE:
Hey guys. I hope you enjoyed my short prologue. Keep reading if you did!
I try to update every Sunday, at least. But I'm in school, so it kinda depends on my homework. Any suggestions, or comments, feel free to share them. I'm really open to your ideas.
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