My soul cries out for you

My name is Kyiiyan Maira Aiiyamee Rosealiee Tamary. Age 17 1/2. I Am the most wonderful Pianist you could possible ever hear. As a child i have never made a mistake due to my mother making all my choices. I've based all my music on my feelings. I couldn't possibly fall in love since i was on a fast track to becoming the great female pianist alive.

So tell me why did i make the biggest mistake of my life. Tell me why i fell so hard in love with a guy i barely even new. Tell me why this man went and got him self hurt so bad that he may never return. Tell me why i base all my music and songs upon his soul. Tell me why do i keep remembering every sweet touch, kisses and caresses?

I am Kyiiyan Aiiyamee Sosuke and I did Not murder myself