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All My Fault (a Dan and Phil fan fiction)

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Reads 2,602
Votes 216
Parts 30
Time 1h 45m

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After Phil moved out to be with his new girlfriend Dan has mostly given up on life. No one would ever love him. No one would ever care for him, not the same way Phil did. He can only recall their memories. But they are starting to fade, everything seems foggy in Dan's mind.
Nothing is laid out for him. With all hope gone Dan makes some stupid decisions, one where he needs Phil.

***TW: this story contains love, swearing and attempts of suicide****All Rights Reserved

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