Depression (Welcome To Night Vale) (CarlosxCecil)
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  • Reads 427
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  • Parts 5
  • Time 55m
Ongoing, First published Mar 31, 2016
I was 12 years old, sitting in the hospital room, waiting for results to see if I was depressed or not with my twin brother, Brady, and my mother.

The results were positive.

When we found out, we never really spoke of it. I mean, it wasn't anything to be suicidal of. And after my dad mysteriously left after Brady's and my 14th birthday, though my depression worsened, it was still never spoken of. 

So I just never considered mentioning it to anyone. Nobody ever asked.

That was my mistake.
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